Sunday, May 5, 2013

Three years on the Mountain top.

I just finished three years on the Mountain. 
It has been long, hard, and really beautiful. 
Every year passes faster than it should. Each contains lots of memories and lessons learned.
This year I thought a lot about who I was when I first visited Covenant- and how God's faithfulness has made me new and brought restoration into my life. 

This was a year of friendships- new ones and broken ones. 
A year full of missing family
 and at the same time loving where I was at.  .      .    . 
It was a year full of studying subjects that I dislike 
but being diligent anyways.
This was the year that God re-awakened my heart to the need for prayer,
his presence,
his love for me, 
and his reminder to receive his good gifts.

This year I was invited back into the church calendar. 
I participated in advent and was filled with joy during Christmas. 
For the first time in my life I fully engaged in lent. 
Maybe LENT was the most significant season of this past school year. 
I use to pride myself in being independent.
an individual- not in need of others.
And for the first time I fully leaned into my Jesus- relying fully on him.
I felt strength and his spirit move in me.
I noticed how freeing and humbling it is to live as a dependent. 
I walked away from my junior year at Covenant being so aware of what God has been doing inside of me. Over the past three years God has ripped down what was shakeable in my life and reminded me that my foundation is CHRIST ALONE. 
"My hope is built on nothing less than Jesus' blood and righteousness. 
I dare not trust the sweetest frame, 
but wholly trust in Jesus' name."
I am heading to Seattle and Hope to see my beautiful family.
I am already so thankful for the next three weeks of my life.
After that, I head to Pemba, Mozambique.
This year is not over- and as much as it is important to notice seasons it also important to notice how God moves in one continual story.
We are just part of his story and he can use us as he choses.
God is so faithful
and I want my whole life to be about him. 

1 comment:

  1. yes. thankful for you and for His continual story and faithfulness over your life. So glad to read this. I love you Emily!

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